IA

akhirnya terus ia remuk,
pecah berkecai,
setelah ia patah,
setelah ia putus....

dan kulepaskan ia......

PAHAM DAN TAHU

kau paham,

or wat2 xpaham,

ak pon xpaham....

kau tahu,

or wat2 xtahu,

ak pon xtahu......

antara paham n tahu,

kau tergolong dimana,

ak pon xpaham n xtahu....

byk kali ak ckp,

kau wat xpaham,

kau wat xtahu....

sudanye ak brenti,

putus asa,

patah hati....

tp ble nmpak kau,

semangat 2 ade blik,

wat ak cube lagi...

then ak sendri yg xpaham n xtahu.....

AKU SAKIT

Aku sakit
Bila menatap matamu
Sedarku bahwa engkau bukan milikku

Aku sakit
Bila ku mengagumimu
Sedarku kau tak pernah mengagumi ku

Bangunkan aku dari tidur panjangku
Sedarkan aku dari mimpi tentangmu
Ku salah bila ku berharap padamu
Salah ku paksa kau tuk mengagumi ku

Kau tak tau perasaan ku
Dan ku tak mau kau tau

Aku sakit
Jika kau tau hatiku
Kerna diriku tak bererti bagimu

Aku sakit
Bilakah kau sembuhkan aku
Tak mungkin, tak mungkin sungguh tidak mungkin

PUASKAH

Puaskah kau lukaiku
Puaskah kau sakitiku
Puaskah khianatiku
Puaskah .. Sayangku

Di manakah nuranimu
Di mana akal sehatmu
Sekarang kau campakanku
Setelah kau dapatkanku

Mungkin hanya bila ku mati
Kau ‘kan berhenti ‘tuk menyakiti
Sampai kapan aku begini
Terus begini
Terus engkau lukai

Ingatlah saat yang lalu
Saat kau peluk diriku
Tapi kini semua lalu
Kau tega khianatiku

Behind Blue Eyes

No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes

And no one knows what it's like
To be hated
To be fated
To telling only lies

But my dreams they aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free

No one knows what it's like
To feel these feelings
Like I do
And I blame you (you you you)

No one bites back as hard
On their anger
None of my pain and woe
Can show through (through through through)

But my dreams they aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free

No one knows what it's like
To be mistreated
To be defeated
Behind blue eyes (blue eyes blue eyes blue eyes)

And no one knows how to say
That they're sorry
And don't worry
I'm not telling lies (lies lies)

But my dreams they aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free

No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes.

wish all of u a good luck in final exam

scariest thing for university students

hehehehehehe

MUSIM PASIF

minggu lepas2.....

ahad....

isnin....

selasa....

rabu...

khamis....

jumaat....

sabtu.....

then ahad balik,

tp ak masih cam ni,

xbrape nk ade mood,

nape tah.......

sampai rumate asek tanye ak,

ko ni kenape?

lau ak tanye or ckp,

jawapanye msti 'lantak la'....

da byk kali die tanye soklan 2,

da 150 juta kali kot,

ak msti jawab 'sori la mad xde mood'

maap la rumate...

bkan xnk layan ko,

tp seyes ak ckp,

ak xde mood,

tuk bercakap......

xde mood nk ckp nga suma org,

sbb ak rase ape yg ak ckp,

xdipedulikan,

then ak takot lau bckp ade yg saket ati....

so ak cbe jadi pendengar

cbe jadi pasif,

MERAH

NEGERI YANG MENANG

PASUKAN YANG MEMBAWA KEMENANGAN

NINE mintak maap

xde mood nk bcakap...

trase ati ngan suma...

lau ckp xdpedulikan..

lau ckp wat org len saket ati....

better shut your mouth nine....

to all yg trase ati...

nine mntak maap byk2

bkn xnk layan...

cuma xde mende nk ckp.....

UNTUK KORANG

Follow through
Make your dreams come true
Don't give up the fight
You will be all right
Cause there's no one like you
In the universe

Don't be afraid
What your mind conceals
You should make a stand
Stand up for what you believe
And tonight we can truly say
Together we're invincible

And during the struggle
They will pull us down
But please, please let's use this chance to
Turn things around
And tonight we can truly say
Together we're invincible

Do it on your own
Makes no difference to me
What you leave behind
What you choose to be
and whatever they say
Your soul's unbreakable

And during the struggle
They will pull us down
But please, please let's use this chance to
Turn things around
And tonight we can truly say
Together we're invincible
Together we're invincible

And during the struggle
They will pull us down
Please, please let's use this chance to
Turn things around
And tonight we can truly say
Together we're invincible
Together we're invincible

fahamla,korg.........

MISTERI

"Percaya dan yakinlah.....

saya sentiasa mendoakan kejayaan awak.

semoga awak berjaya dgn cemerlang.

insyaAllah"

sape agakye kirim,

msg ni kat ak,

ak rase cam salah no jer,

cbe dkenakan pon ade.....

mungkin mmbe lame nk kenekan ak,

krn no yg dgunakan,

b'asl dr negeri kelahiranku,

oleh itu ak biarkn ia tanpa respon....

maaf jika org yg m'anta msg itu,

benar2 ikhlas,

jika benar ikhlas,

ak ucapkn trima kasih...

krn mdpt msg cam2,

time ak nga xde mood,

bleh menaikn sket semangat ak,

jika ikhlas la....

ak xrase "DIA" yg m'anta msg itu,

sbb kami da lame xb'hubung,

slepas ak mlangkah kaki,

ke UTM KL....

lau salah no,

alangkah maluye ak,

bek ak lupakan sje bende ni,

misteri nye msg ni.....haish

CRAZY

for da 1st time,

we defeat badly in a tournament,

wat a shame,

but we are not the one to blame,

the conditions of the field also the main factors,

of our failure...

i dun noe wat they think,

all about the budget i think,

but it is a crazy thing i ever made...

play futsal in a muddy field,

i feel like a buffalo,

playing around muddy field...

oh gosh,

i never humiliated like this before,

they take all the control of the ball....

NAPE?

entah nape tiba2,

bende ni bputar lam kepale ak,

mbuat ak mula bpikir,

dan trus bpikir....

adakah ak ade wat salah...

adakah saketkan ati die..

adakah ak wat die trase ati

atau mmg die da jemu ngan prangai ak..

jemu ngan kerenah ak...

jemu ngan sikap ak...

sbb ak prasan kami,

da mkin jauh..

mkin renggang...

ak xnak jd camni,

ak nk rapat cam dlu,

dkat cam dlu...

nape jadi camni?

ak xnak hilang kau...

ak xnk jauh ngan kau...

tlg la jdkn keadaan seperti dlu............................................

PENUNGGU

setitik,setitik dan,

setitik lagi jatuh,

terhempas depan aku,

kemudian semuanya kabur...........

esoknya masih lagi sama,

bermula dengan titisan,

dan menjadi hempasan,

yang kaburkan pandangan aku....

tapi bagi seorang aku,

ia tetap cantik,

ia tetap mengembirakan aku,

mungkin juga orang lain.....

dan aku menjadi,

penunggu setia,

walaupun pandangan tidak telus,

dan berbalam-balam....

mungkin aku,

jatuh cinta dengannya,

walau tanpa komunikasi,

walau jarang bersua....

walau kadang-kadang,

kehadirannya tidak menyelesakan,

walau kadang-kadang,

membuat aku saket....

tapi aku suka akan kehadiranmu wahai,

HUJAN!!!!!!

PENDEDAHAN EKSLUSIF

Afiq Iskandar = abang

Ammar Izzuddin = amar

comelkan,macam acik diorang......hekhekhek

mood N kena tipu

cuaca bgos jek,
2,3 ari ni,
cam 2 la ngan,
mood ak......

tol kew cuaca bgos,
lantak la hehehehe...
janji mood ak,
dlam keadan baik.....hekhekhek

ape yg wat mood ak baik?
ak pon xtau,
mungkin sbb cuti da nk mula,
mungkin sbb len..

tp ak sdikit tkilan,
sbb adek ak xley blik,
kesian kat die,
beli tiket flight...kne tipu...

aku n 10

kali ke13 ak xjd blik....
tpaksa mlepak kat blik lg mingu ni,
nseb bek ade jgk jawe n duta china,
ley tman ak bkak pose....

nmpakye tpaksa tungu cuti raye bru ley blik,
semingu lg la nmpakye,
xsaba nk blik,
nk rase masakan mak....huhuhu

mingu ni ak byk bdiskusi ngan 10,
ttg idop,
ttg cinta,
kisah silam,mungkin....huhuhuhu

kisah lame tbukak blik,
mungkin ade baekye,
trase lapang sket,
cerita kami agak same...

sme yg camne,
hanye ak n 10 je yg tau.......

kelas 1 jam

malas+lemau+pening+kurg sehat=tido
tula keje ak rini....
bgn hanye 2,3 jam jek...
selebihye d alam mimpi....

klas yg 1 tu pon...
ak ponteng....
walhal rini klas 1 jam jek...
hehehehehehehe

kwn ak ckp ponteng xelok...
yeke?
betol la tu...
die ckp ponteng ley wat ak UM lg...

tp stelah ak bdiskusi sme 10...
kami sme2 btemujanji ngan encik katil..
sedar2 pkul 6.30 ptg..
klas dponteng lg...hehehehe

A.K.U

Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to prove

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Give me back my point of view
'Cause I just can't think for you
I can hardly hear you say
What should I do, well you choose

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone

Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to do

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone

masalah same

TAK BLEY NK LUAH DGN KATE2,
TERLAMPAU ABSTRAK,
SEHINGGA HANYA MAMPU,
DIGAMBARKAN MELALUI GAMBAR...

kepada kwn2 yg prihatin,
bantu la ak,
tlg la ak pilih jln,
yg ak harus pilih...

nain cube dtg blik,
dlm idup nine,
slow2 merasuk nine,
ke jln yg lame....

10 nmpak itu,
ak yakin.................

ak nk jadik NINE

sape ak skang?
nain ke nine?

nain n nine,
satu jasad,
satu jiwa,
yg lme n bru....

nain yg lme,
nine yg bru,
len kew nain n nine?
ye,len.

nain ske lawan ckp ayah,
ske ikot prasaan,
ske saketn ati org len,
xdgr ckp mak.....

nine yg bwat ayah gelak,
bley control prasaan,
slalu jage prasaan org,
bwat mak bahagia.....

ak nk jd nine,
ak nk tingaln nain............

paham -paham jela........

amazing!!!!!!!!!!!

Strumming my pain with his fingers
Singing my life with his words
Killing me softly with his song
Killing me softly with his song
Telling my whole life with his words
Killing me softly with his song

I heard he sang a good song
I heard he had a style
And so I came to see him
And listen for a while
And there he was this young boy
A stranger to my eyes

Strumming my pain with his fingers
Singing my life with his words
Killing me softly with his song
Killing me softly with his song
Telling my whole life with his words
Killing me softly with his song

I felt all flushed with fever
Embarrassed by the crowd
I felt he found my letters
And read each one out loud
I prayed that he would finish
But he just kept right on

Strumming my pain with his fingers
Singing my life with his words
Killing me softly with his song
Killing me softly with his song
Telling my whole life with his words
Killing me softly with his song

Strumming my pain with his fingers
Singing my life with his words
Killing me softly with his song
Killing me softly with his song
Telling my whole life with his words
Killing me softly with his song

Strumming my pain with his fingers
Singing my life with his words
Killing me softly with his song
Killing me softly with his song
Telling my whole life with his words

hahahahahahahahahahaha

assalamualaikum.....

sem bru da nk msuk sbulan,
ape kaba kalian suma,
harap2 sihat hendakye..
hhuhuhuhu...

ase cam dj lak,
hak,hak,hak....

mood ak da brubah sket,
dari mood sdey n emo,
da tuka ke mood kanak2 riang,
huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu....

kpd yg trase ati,
pd minggu lps n lps lg,
ak mntak maap la,
trutama kpd 10....

mintak2 la mood ak,
trus begini,
ak da xnk,
trus mlukan ati org yg ak syg... (statement brani mati)huhuhuhu

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.............

i luv tis song

You won't admit you love me.
And so how am I ever to know?
You only tell me
perhaps, perhaps, perhaps.


A million times I've asked you,
and then I ask you over again,
you only answer
perhaps, perhaps, perhaps.


If you can't make your mind up,
we'll never get started.
And I don't want to wind up
being parted, broken-hearted.
So if you really love me,
say yes.
But if you don't, dear, confess.
And please don't tell me
perhaps, perhaps, perhaps.

(Solo Section)

If you can't make your mind up,
we'll never get started.
And I don't want to wind up
being parted, broken-hearted.
So if you really love me,
say yes.
But if you don't, dear, confess.
And please don't tell me
perhaps, perhaps, perhaps,
perhaps, perhaps, perhaps,
perhaps,
perhaps,
per………….haps

cuba jadi sekuat beliau,
tapi aku tau ianya,
mustahil.........

huhuhuhuhu

entah betul ke tak

aku masih ada,
tetap ada,
cuma kurang menonjol,
entah betul ke tak?

huhuhuhuhu......

sem ni makin tak bermakna,
bagi aku,
bukan pada orang lain,
entah betul ke tak?

ada hati,
tapi tinggal separuh,
separuh lagi entah kemana,
malas aku nak cari.....

aku lambat,
aku takut,
tak yakin,
akhirnya kosong.....

malas nak pikir,
malas nak ubah,
ikut arus jer,
jadilah apa pon....

teruskanlah,
ikutlah arus ni,

HURMMMMMMMMMMMMM........

harap

lame tol xmerapu kat cni,
rase janggal lak,
bukan sibuk atau malas,
cuma idea da kering....

idup ak ok jer,
cuma beberape peristiwa,
hampir wat ak,
hilang kawalan.....

naseb bek ade kawan2,
ley tlg tenangkn ak,
lau x,
ak pon xtau ape nk dbwat.......

sdey xyah nk kate la,
bwat ikhwan,
maaf acik xdpt nk blik,
harap ayah mampu tanggung musibah ni.....

pastu sibuk lak ngan,
UM,
tensen pon ade,
naseb bek da settle....

harap ak dpt rilekan,
diri ak,
ngan cuti 3 ari ni,

HARAP-HARAP BOLEH LA..........

sdey sgt

bingung n sdey...
tula yg ak rase skunk...
bingung tahap nk pecah ak ye kepala...
sdey x tkata...

ape prasaan korg,
lau kematian sudara tdekat,
n korg xley blik tgk pengebumianye,
mesti sdey an?

lau blik pon,
xsmpat nk tgk,
tkilan sgt....

lau pon,
xbrape rapat ngan abg,
n len mak,
ak ttp syg die...

syair pukul 5 pagi..

penghujungnya sudah tiba..
berat rasa hati..
semua benda rasa tak kena..
perasaan pun tak menentu..

tengok kanan nampak kalian..
tengok kiri pun nampak kalian..
rupanya hanya ilusi..
seorang aku..

huhuhuhu....
tbe2 jer ase nk merapu ni...
ni suma sbb sem 2 da abis...
xdpt jmpe da sib's tuk 2 bulan...

isk3...
sdey tol...
2 al da sib's..
jage diri mase cuti..

THE SIB'S

Standing by,
All the way.
Here to help you through your day.

Holding you up,
When you are weak,
Helping you find what it is you seek.

Catching your tears,
When you cry.
Pulling you through when the tide is high.

Just being there,
Through thick and thin,
All just to say, you are my friend.

UNTITLED

The first time I laid eyes on you
A seed was sown within me.
Since then it has grown,
Its creeping tendrils ensnaring my heart,
Filling my head with thoughts of you.
Now a fiery blossom is blooming,
Radiating passion, stirring up longing.
Each day with you,
These feelings grow stronger.
Standing near you I am enchanted
For I am in the presence of an angel.
No longer can these feelings be held in.
From my chest they burst outward
In this confusion only one thing is certain.

WHAT I SEE

None of the beauty thing in this world can compare to you,
Impossible to compare to you,
Nothing, even the beauty queen of the world,
And I had to admit it…………

BY,CARL NINE (2010)

DON'T

Trying to look okay,

But only GOD know I feel right now,

Isn’t fair enough for me,

I don’t know!!!!!

Please someone tell me,

Please I’m begging all of you,

Thinking what should I do?

Leave it?

I had no right to denied,

I had no right to leave it,

So, what should I do?

Still confuse,

Never understand,

To all of you,

don’t ever think about it,

coz you’ll never know what the hell I talked about……

( )

cube tuk ilang'n,
tensen yg m'belenggu,
tp xtau cne,
bwat2 xde masalah....

cube tuk sorok'n,
tensen yg b'rantai kat otak,
dari pandangan umum,
jgnla ade yg prasan.....

cbe tuk nmpak gembira,
d'pandangan mmbe yg prihatin,
mntak2 xde yg prasan,
tp psti ade yg prasan....

sbb mereka amat prihatin,
t'hadap ak,
slalu amek berat kat ak,
mereka terbaek..................

HATE

blah blah blah bla blah
Whoo!

You were everything I wanted.
You were everything a girl could be.
Then you left me brokenhearted
Now you don't mean a thing to me
All I wanted was your
Love love love love love love

Hate is a strong word
But I really really really don't like you
Now that it's over
I don't even know what I liked about you
Brought you around
And you just brought me down.
Hate is a strong word.
But I really really really don't like you.

I really don't like you.

Thought that everything was perfect
Isn\'t that how it's supposed to be?
Thought you thought that I was worth it
Now I think a little differently
All I wanted was your
Love love love love love love

Hate is a strong word
But I really really really don't like you
Now that it's over
I don't even know what I liked about you
Brought you around
And you just brought me down
Hate is a strong word
But I really really really don't like you

Now that it\'s over you can't hurt me
Now that it\'s over you can't bring me down

Oh... oh... oh... oh oh oh oh oh
Oh... oh... oh... oh oh oh oh oh

All I wanted was your
Love love love love love love

Hey!

Hate is a strong word
But I really really really don't like you
(I really don't like you)
Now that it's over
I don't even know what I liked about you
(Liked about you)
Brought you around
And you just brought me down
(Hey!)
Hate is a strong word
But I really really really don't like you

Oh... oh... oh... oh oh oh
I really don't like you
Oh... oh... oh... oh oh oh
I really don't like you
Oh... oh... oh... oh oh oh
I really don't like you
Oh... oh... oh... oh oh oh

21 GUN'S

Do you know what's worth fighting for?
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?

Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul

Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone?

When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

PENANGAN *CNY*

agak lame ak x menulis,
cuti sebentar agaknya,
hari ak kembali,
cube nak menulis....

minggu lepas raye cina,
suma pakat cuti,
seminggu lom cuti da sibuk,
kemas brg n cari tiket....

tp yg ak pelikye,
yg semangat nk cuti,
org melayu,
1 malaysia la katakan....

jln2 suma jem,
polis xsenang duduk,
jpj pon tumpang skaki,
ke hulu n hilir ngan peronda...

kat bukit 7,
da mcm tanglung,
penuh ngan lampu brek,
dek kerana jem...

yg sdeynye,
ade yg kemalangan,
dek kerana xsabar,
nk blik kg....

PERSONALITY

A unique personality,
a great and austere artist,
basically strong willed,
and of a rare,
vital,
penetrating,
and restless intelligence,
a man who,
beneath the rigor of his judgement,
and the absolutism of his opinions,
concealed I know not how much self doubt,
despair of ever satisfying himself.......

feeling whose great bitterness,
exaltation were nourished,
by his subtle appreciation of the masters,
his longing to posses the secret,
knowledge he credited them with,
and his continual awareness,
of their exclusive perceptions.

BY-PAUL VALERY, Degas Dance Dessin

KONFRONTASI

Konfrontasi selalu digambarkan sebagai kekasaran dan permusuhan
seperti menghadapkan penjenayah bersemuka dengan mangsa untuk
memaksanya mengaku kesalahan yang telah dilakukan. Mengikut
penggunaan biasa pula membawa maksud bersemuka atau cuba
membuat perbandingan dengan meletakkan sesuatu secara berhadapan
satu sama lain. Ini juga boleh dikaitkan bersemuka dengan realiti yang
membawa maksud menghadapi kenyataan sebenar yang menyukarkan.
Konfrontasi juga sebenarnya bersifat mempunyai kesan tidak bertopeng
atau bermuka-muka. Kita hanya berkonfrontasi untuk menyampaikan
kepada seseorang tentang keadaan sebenarnya yang berlaku. Ditambah
lagi dengan adat yang kita amalkan yang membawa kecenderungan kepada
konsep segan atau sifat malu untuk menegur.

SEORANG DI BELAKANG

ak prasan s'suatu,
yg nyata bagi ak,
yg org len xprasan,
mungkin.........

atau hanya,
sebuah ilusi,
sorg ak,
mungkin.....

ak m'langkah agak lambat,
b'banding korg,
ye,korg....

sumaye m'langkah,
s'iring dan k'depan,
m'ninggalkan ak,
ye,ak yg t'kebelakang....

hanya ak,
d'belakang,
tanpa teman,
m'langkah k'sorg'n.....

sedang'n mereka,
seronok berjalan,
b'iringan dgn gurau senda,
yg sayup t'dgr pada p'dgr'nku......

NO WOMEN NO CRY

No women no cry,

Said said
Said I remember when we used to sit
In the government yard in Trenchtown
Oba, ob-serving the hypocrites
As they would
mingle with the good people we meet
Good friends we have had,
Oh, good friends we've lost
along the way
In this great future you can't forget your past
So dry your tears, I say

No, woman, no cry
No, woman, no cry
Ee little darling, don't shed no tears
No, woman, no cry

Said, said,
Said I remember when we used to sit
In the government yard in Trenchtown
And then Georgie would make the fire light
As it was log wood burnin' through the night
Then we would cook corn meal porridge
Of which I'll share with you

My feet is my only carriage
So I've got to push on through
But while I'm gone, I mean...

Everything's gonna be alright

So woman, no cry
No, no, woman,
No, woman, no cry
Oh, my little sister, don't shed no tears
No, woman, no cry


I remember when we used to sit
In a government yard in Trenchtown
And then Georgie would make the fire light
As it was log wood burnin' through the night
Then we would cook corn meal porridge
Of which I'll share with you

My feet is my only carriage
So I've got to push on through
But while I'm gone...

No, woman, no cry
Woman, little darling, say, don't shed no tears
No, woman, no cry
Yeah


Little darling don’t shed no tears
No, woman, no cry
Little sister, don’t shed no tears,
No, woman, no cry,

CUAK

ape ak da buat ni,
terukye,
ape ak nk buat skang,
pnin,pnin....

bende sme da b'ulang,
ah sudah,
msti kne tiao kaw2,
ngan akak ak.............

hish,cuakye ak.....

WARAS

tensionye ak 2,3 ari ni....
argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

cne nk ilang kn tension....
spe2 yg ade petua bg la kat ak.....

semak tol kepale ak skang ni.....
ape perlu ak bwat ni?

pening!
pening!
pening!
pening!

tingkat 7?
oh tidak..
ak xnk msuk paper..
ak masih waras..

waras!
waras!
waras!
waras!

lega tol ak,
ble tau yg ak masih waras!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MASA

kalian perasan tak,

atau aku seorang yang perasan,

mungkin kalian,

buat-buat tak perasan......

aku semakin kurang,

mengutarakan penulisan aku,

itu yang aku pasti,

korang?

adakah aku kehilangan,

idea barangkali,

ilham mungkin,

aku rasa bukan............

aku agak pasti dengan itu,

sebenarnya aku terikat,

dengan masa,

agaknya......

aku tidak mendapat,

kebenaran dari masa,

untuk meletuskan idea,

dan mencerna ilham....

oh,

inilah yang dipanggil kekangan masa,

agak tegas dan ketat,

bagi aku......

adakah aku kesuntukan masa?

tapi kenapa?

adakah kisah aku akan tamat disini?

tidak barangkali....

itupun kalau diizinkan-NYA........

1+1=?(tanda tanye)

sebetulnya,
dunia aku kini agak cerah,
kadang-kadang mendung tu biasalah,
tapi aku tetap aku....

masih lagi aku,
yang sama...

yang menjadi pemikir,
kepada persoalan-persoalan,
yang aku cipta,
mungkin ini saja yang mampu aku buat......

mencipta persoalan,
yang aku sendiri,
tak mampu nak jawab,
adakah aku tak letih?

satu lagi persoalan timbul,
agaknya aku memang,
sukakan persoalan,
yang tak terjawab.......

tapi yang pasti,
kadang-kadang,
mereka membantu aku,
menghurai semua persoalan....

ya,
kamu semua,
yang disana tu,
terima kasih kepada kamu.....

aku yang pilih mereka,
bukan mereka memilih aku,
agaknya,
tapi mereka menerima aku......

KEKELIRUAN

aku yang tercari-cari,

sebenarnya masih mencari,

dimana-mana dan entah kemana,

hanya mencari dan mencari,....

dalam terang cahaya,

dalam gelap yang aku cipta,

tanpa rasa untuk meminta,

tanpa ada menerima,

sedikitpun bantuan,

mungkin itu yang aku perlukan,

mungkin juga tidak,

aku sendiri tidak tahu....

apa pendapat kalian,

adakah aku perlukan bantuan,

sejelasnya akupun tak tahu,

dan tak pernah nak ambil tahu....

mungkin ini semua kesilapan aku yang,

tak pernah meminta,

yang tak tahu,

dan yang tak pernah ambil tahu....

semuanya makin kabur,

pada pandangan aku,

adakah aku yang tak faham,

atau aku yang buat-buat tak faham.......

makin aku cuba menjadi pemikir,

kepada persoalan ini,

aku makin berpusing dalam satu bulatan,

yang berpaksikan KEKELIRUAN..................

SEMALAM DAN HARI INI

smlm ak sonok,
b'manje ngan mak ak,
ari ni hanye ak dan kwn2.....

smlm ak d'marahi bapak ak,
ari ni ak,
m'marahi diri sendiri.....

smlm ak b'panas di kelas,
ari ni ak,
kesejukan dlm dewan kuliah....

smlm ak m'nikmati masakan mak ak,
ari ni ak,
m'nikmati masakan pekerja wak mambo.....

smlm ak b'mimpi tuk ke menara gading,
ari ni ak,
ingin terlena d'menara gading........

tp yg pasti,
tanpa smlm ,
tiada ari ni.....

TANDE TANYE (?)

ak byk pikir psl bende ni skang,
kadang2 sampai sakit kepale ak,
sampai ganggu tdo ak,
sampai lewat pg bru ak tdo....

btol2 m'ganggu pikiran ak.....

ape yg ak nk dalam hidup ni,
ape yg buat ak terus'n idup ak,
takde ape sebenarye,
ak hanye terus'n hidup,

tanpa pengertian hidup....

ape pengertian hidup yg sebenarye,
ak da puas pikir,
ttp xjumpe die nye pengertian,
ni yg buat mls nk pikir.......

biarla suma ni jadi tande tanye??????

IF

if there are reason,
for me to choose,
i hope it not because,
i out of my sight....

if there are reason,
for me to ask for forgiveness,
i hope it not because,
i hurt you or them.......

if there are reason,
for me to regret,
i hope it not because,
i can't look out for you or them......

if there are reason,
for me to appeal,
it would be the last hope for me,
or it will be the dead end for me......

if,if and if.....................

K.A.M.I

d'mula'n dgn bismillah,
diakhiri dgn alhamdulillah,
begitula sehari dlm idup kita,
ops,bole lak nyanyi kat cni.....

huhuhuhuhuhhuhuhuhuhuh.......

ni nk kongsi sket cite psl kami,
bukanye movie kami tue ek,
ni psl kami kat ksj,
ye,yg terbaek tue.......

hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha........

kami yg b'4,
yg slalu buat kacau d'mana jua kami berada,
tp yg buat kacau slaluye b'3,
yg sorg tue ustaz...hehe jgn mare ustaz.......

mok,sahabat yg ak tatang,
name tue rumate die yg bg,
laupon agak mok,
tp die market..........huhuhuhhuhuhu

sorg lg agak sengal sket,
penuh ngan k'jawa'n,
tp die mmg baek ngan ak
sorg adek yg baek...hahahaha

ak,
paling sengal antare mereka,
ngan tahap k'serius'n yg rendah,
laupon ak paling tua d'antare mereka......

huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu......
nilah yg m'lengkap'n KAMI................

HUJAN

dlu ak ske men hujan,
smpai dmm2,
tp ak xkisah,
lau esknye hujan ak ttp pegi men lg.....

smpai kne marah ngan mak ak,
tp ak ttp jugak men,
smpai kne kejar ngan bapak ak,
tp ble bapak ak xde,ak men lg..........

mak ak slalu ckp yg ak ni sensitif ngan hujan,
lau kne hujan sket jer ak msti dmm..........

tp nikmat men hujan buat ak lupa,
lupa nasihat mak ak,
lupa akibatnye lau bapak ak tau ak men hujan....

tp skang ak da xske men hujan,
lau hujan sket ak da mula cari tmpat b'teduh,
kne hujan sket badan mula xselesa,
pastu selesema,rimas btol.................

wlaupon ak da xske men hujan,
ak ttp ske ngan hujan,
lau ari hujan ak msti dok kat tingkap,
tuk tgk hujan turun.....

lau hujan ak msti ingt kat mak ak,
pastu ingat blik ape yg die slalu ckp,
"xdgr ckp btol,dmm bru tau"
tulah kenangan dan crite dsebalik HUJAN............

UNDISCLOSE DESIRES

I know you suffered,
But I don't want you to hide,
It's cold and loveless,
I won't let you be denied....

Soothe me,
I'll make you feel pure,
Trust me,
You can be sure....

I want to reconcile the violence in your heart,
I want to recognize your beauty is not just a mask,
I want to exorcise the demons from your past,
I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart.....

You take your lovers that you're wicked and divine,
You may be a sinner,
But your innocence is mine....

Please me,
Show me how it's done,
Tease me,
You are the one.......

KEHIDUPAN SEORANG AKU!!!!!!!!

masa berjalan dengan laju,
meninggalkan aku yang kepenatan,
tanpa mampu mengejar,
tanpa rasa untuk mengejar....

aku dah letih,
aku dah muak,
aku dah bosan,

aku seorang yang tak mampu,
seorang yang lemah,
terasa begitu kerdil,
di tempat yang luas ini.....

aku yang leka,
aku yang dibuai,
aku yang lalai,

dengan nikmat sementara ini,
dengan dugaan kecil ini,
terus hanyut mengikut arus,
tanpa ada usaha untuk berenang ke tebing realiti....

aku yang sesat,
aku yang hilang,
aku yang lupa,

asal-usul aku,
matlamat sebenar aku berada disini,
membuang segala patah-patah janji yang aku buat
kepada mereka,kamu,dan dia........

terus menempuhi kehidupan yang bebas ini,
tanpa ada kekangan,
tanpa sekatan yang nyata,
mahupun sekatan dalaman....

yang memaksa aku berubah dan berhenti...........................

MALAS

ltey nye mlm ni....
bru lpas mandi....
tdi men bola.....
da la s'mlm tdo kat utan:camping..

cam mls nk g klas finance sok....
bkan sbb ltey jer...
tp sbb asigment xsiap...
hahahahahahaha..

tetap mls cam sem lps...
w'laupon kne um akaun...
msih xb'ubah...
ponteng klas n ske buat keje last mnit...

mungkin aku da m'idap 1 penyakit yg kronik kot.......
penyakit yg sukar d'ubati...
penyakit *MALAS*

SEMBILAN

bukak2 jer ak nye blog....
ak prasan s'suatu......
kat sidebar ak nye blog.....
kat petunjuk ari bulan.....

rupa2ye rini da 9 ari bulan.....
hahahahahahahaha
ak t'ingat yg....
ak pon ade kaitan ngan no ni.......

ak xnk pon ade kaitan ngan no ni......
tp sonok jgk......
huhuhuhuhuhuhuhu
ade bende yg ak nk pikir.....
buat mase ni......

xde la boring sgt......
tp ape kaitan ak ....
ngan no ni.....
gen yg sme kew?
bangsa yg sme kew?

oh tidak.....sumaye sbb name ak NINE.......
kui kui kui kui kui kui kui kui kui kui kui..........

DUNHILL

D:dunia

U:umpama

N:neraka

H:hidup

I:ibarat

L:layang

L:layang

ILMU HISAB

npe la byk sgt no ni....
da nek pnin kepale ak...
haish....................
da sem lepas pon xlepas.....
hahahaha
nk kne um.....
sem ni ade lagi......

no,no,dan no......
xabes2.....
npe la d'cipte n ilmu hisab...
ak da nek sengal ngan bende ni.....
tp kalu xde ilmu hisab sosah jgk.....
hehehehehehehe

tp npe la ak xbley bla ngan no....
ak pon xtau......
mungkin sbb gen kot.....
huhuhu
sume adik-b'adik ak pon xske ngan bende ni....
ilmu hisab dan bidang yg sme waktu dgnye...

t'masuk la skali akaun...
dan yg t'baru ni kewangan...
awl2 lagi ak da rase cam sengal je....
cam nk ke um jgk subjek ni....
hahahahahaha

hebat btol la penangan ILMU HISAB ni...........

TARIKH DAN KALENDAR

ape ade pade kalendar?
xde ape2 pon....
yg nyata hanye la nombor..
dan jgk huruf..
yg m'bentuk tarikh.....

ape ade pade tarikh?
jika kte msih..
xm'ingati peristiwaq d sbalikye...
susunan nombor yg m'bentuk tarikh d pandang sepi..
tanpa ade usaha tuk m'nyelamiye..

nyata bahwa paradigma kte masih xb'ubah..
masih d takuk lme...
setelah sekian lmeye kte merdeka..
m'ikut tarikh suda lme kte tinggalkn zaman d'jajah..
bentuk kalendar pon suda b'ubah..
tp tidak kte,sorg manusia..

selami la peristiwa d sbalik tarikh....
bukan pada nombor...
ketahui la sejarah d sbalik kalendar...
bukan pada nombor dan huruf..

sumaye sebati m'lalui TARIKH DAN KALENDAR.............

YANG TERKEBELAKANG

kte asyik mau k'depan.......

tanpa kte sedar........

kte lpekn mase silam.......

jauh dan xdpt d'kesan......

hilang barangkali........

atau sengaje d'hilang'n.........

kerna pahit tuk d'kenang.....

tp jgn kte lpe........

ubat juga pahit.....

tp mampu m'ubati......

jadi'n la kenang'n yg pahit...

sbg tembok tuk kte....

drpd m'ulangi kesalahan yg lame....

sbg suatu jaringan pengalaman.......

yg m'dewasa'n kte..........

kte m'masuki tahun bru....

tanpa perlu m'hilang'n....

tembok dan jaringan......

yg kte cipta.......

pd tahun yg kte tinggal'n.....

kekal'n la tahun yg lepas sbg.....

penanda aras kejayaan....

di tahun yg baru.....

tuk m'kekal momentum kejayaan...

serta m'perbaiki kesalahan yg lepas.....

tempuhi la tahun baru tanpa m'lupa'n tahun YANG TERKEBELAKANG..